Last update on Jasmine, RIP my little angle
2 months ago
I would just like to say thank you So So Sooo!! much for everyone's support and kindness throughout the last few weeks, whether you donated, boosted, or just sent something nice, it means a lot to me.
Jasmine was cremated on Wednesday at 12PM. I made the 2+ hour Journey to a place I have been before just to see her one last time. I could not stop crying when I saw her and this is going to be the last time. I waited a few hours after so I could take her urn home the same day. The people were so lovely to me, and they took such good care of Jasmine.
I am still devastated and heartbroken, feeling so miserable without her now. She was my world, my pride, my joy, she little girl who loved me and filled my days with joy..and to lose her...like this..it's shattered me. I can't even get time off work to grieve. It makes my days at work so hard when I have to put on a face for customers while feeling like I just want to cry.
But thank you again, everyone. If it were not for you, I would not have been able to cover the costs to give my girl a good send-off... Thank you so much again.
It will take me a very long time to get past this. IDK when I will post art again, I had a lot planned to share, but I feel so miserable right now.
Jasmine was cremated on Wednesday at 12PM. I made the 2+ hour Journey to a place I have been before just to see her one last time. I could not stop crying when I saw her and this is going to be the last time. I waited a few hours after so I could take her urn home the same day. The people were so lovely to me, and they took such good care of Jasmine.
I am still devastated and heartbroken, feeling so miserable without her now. She was my world, my pride, my joy, she little girl who loved me and filled my days with joy..and to lose her...like this..it's shattered me. I can't even get time off work to grieve. It makes my days at work so hard when I have to put on a face for customers while feeling like I just want to cry.
But thank you again, everyone. If it were not for you, I would not have been able to cover the costs to give my girl a good send-off... Thank you so much again.
It will take me a very long time to get past this. IDK when I will post art again, I had a lot planned to share, but I feel so miserable right now.
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I suppose that's the one thing that can be set about pets: For all the joy they give to us while they're here, they give us the same amount of grief when they're gone.
Cry as much as you need to. If you're able to, try and make some small talk with someone, anybody. We humans are social creatures, and talking to one another can help us get through the toughest times.
Hopefully, next time I make a post, I will be somewhat better mentally. I can't even take her urn out of the bag it hurts too much. So I am keeping her at the end of my bed on the spot she likes to sit on. I will wait till my mother comes home, and then we can try to move forward.
and not to be that person but i acutely know just how you feel as yesterday i had to let my cat of 17 years old be put to sleep due to illness
Wishing you all the best, I hope you can also give your cat a good send-off.