Watching my mother and grand mother go thru dementia, watching our taco-in-chief suffering the same... I thought 40 years on this earth was tour enough. The prospect of "living" in that kind of state... woo-boy.

Health scares, general unwell and just being plain ol' cantankerous and insufferable over the last couple of years has really made me question decisions. It seems that when I go with my pledges, bad things happen. When I go against my promises, worse. So I dunno anymore. I tried to clear my shelf but here it is midnight. Taking a 30 minute break to basically brood probably changed the course of history.

Let's see what today brings, I suppose.