Hi, I haven't been much more than vague about my financial and life situation but big changes are coming. Later this month I will be enrolling in my first year of community college, and I already got the 2k tuition billing info. But that isn't even why I made this journal, the real reason is I am out of money to pay for things like an icloud sub, my HRT, minoxidil (lol), and some unpaid fees towards my health providers. I wish it wasn't so hard for me to find work now, I have to admit, it is a struggle. I either don't have the right experience, enough of it, or employers see the gap in my employment and throw the application away immediately. I don't want to give up on job hunting but man have I slowed down after some demoralizing interviews and getting my info taken repeatedly without a word. If you have ever wanted to buy art from me I have it I can make anything and everything within reason. I am stuck in a precarious situation with finances and my lull in (independent) driving efforts, but I simply cannot buckle I have to keep up as best as I can. I did not mean for it to devolve into a rant/vent but man I have too much shit on the backburner blackened at the bottom of the pan. I ask the grand piano dangling above my head for some mercy and try to get up and do what I can for the day. I am gonna throw some links now for good measure. Thank you for looking. OTL

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