So... life situation ^^"
3 months ago
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I finally managed to come up with a simple explanation for the situation I found myself in around April this year.
Fortunately, I am now gradually finding the strength to write my own art blog.
It so happened that from April to almost July, life decided to throw a lot of stress at me from different angles. It all started with my main job, where everything began to change: management, the project (the one from I started was closed), and, yes, remote work also ended without warning. I won't go into detail, but.. I didn't adapt to the office (after four years of remote work, it turned out to be difficult). So I started thinking that it was time to change my job. The decision, which had been floating around in my head for quite a long time, was debating it in my mind. All this was combined with the general stress of trying to adapt to the office again.
And then life threw up another episode that was completely unexpected. Calls and messages started coming in ( not just to me, also to my family) with a very unpleasant context: to pay off a debt for a relative (debt collectors). First time, we took the situation more lightly, because there are a lot of telephone scammers out there. But later, the messages took on a more specific threatening nature, followed by trips to the police, statements, emotional conversations with relatives... In general, my stress level upped into space. All of this pushed me to make the final decision to quit my job. I announced my decision and all that was left was to work until the end of my contract. However, I had to somehow combine my current job with the search for a new one (plus completing test tasks), which also affected my sleep and food.
And as a bonus, my computer (or rather, Windows) decided to say, “I'm tired” so I had to quickly restore it.
At the same time, thank God, the situation with my relatives was resolved (at least according to the same relatives) and phone calls were really stopped.
I would like to note separately that my colleagues, whom I now truly consider my second family, suddenly provided a welcome balm for my condition 😘
And as a finale... It would seem that, having already come to terms with my departure in the final week at the studio, everything changed completely, and I received an offer to return to remote work, as well as a small raise. So now I am gradually stabilizing my condition and getting back into work mode, as there are things that need to be resolved 🔧
Of course, I want to say thank you to my friends who listened to my tearful voice messages, and long texts about how fed up I was with everything during this period. I love you guys, really ❤️
That's the end of my long post. Next, I'll share some sketches that I drew during this period 🫠
All the best to everyone ❤️
I finally managed to come up with a simple explanation for the situation I found myself in around April this year.
Fortunately, I am now gradually finding the strength to write my own art blog.
It so happened that from April to almost July, life decided to throw a lot of stress at me from different angles. It all started with my main job, where everything began to change: management, the project (the one from I started was closed), and, yes, remote work also ended without warning. I won't go into detail, but.. I didn't adapt to the office (after four years of remote work, it turned out to be difficult). So I started thinking that it was time to change my job. The decision, which had been floating around in my head for quite a long time, was debating it in my mind. All this was combined with the general stress of trying to adapt to the office again.
And then life threw up another episode that was completely unexpected. Calls and messages started coming in ( not just to me, also to my family) with a very unpleasant context: to pay off a debt for a relative (debt collectors). First time, we took the situation more lightly, because there are a lot of telephone scammers out there. But later, the messages took on a more specific threatening nature, followed by trips to the police, statements, emotional conversations with relatives... In general, my stress level upped into space. All of this pushed me to make the final decision to quit my job. I announced my decision and all that was left was to work until the end of my contract. However, I had to somehow combine my current job with the search for a new one (plus completing test tasks), which also affected my sleep and food.
And as a bonus, my computer (or rather, Windows) decided to say, “I'm tired” so I had to quickly restore it.
At the same time, thank God, the situation with my relatives was resolved (at least according to the same relatives) and phone calls were really stopped.
I would like to note separately that my colleagues, whom I now truly consider my second family, suddenly provided a welcome balm for my condition 😘
And as a finale... It would seem that, having already come to terms with my departure in the final week at the studio, everything changed completely, and I received an offer to return to remote work, as well as a small raise. So now I am gradually stabilizing my condition and getting back into work mode, as there are things that need to be resolved 🔧
Of course, I want to say thank you to my friends who listened to my tearful voice messages, and long texts about how fed up I was with everything during this period. I love you guys, really ❤️
That's the end of my long post. Next, I'll share some sketches that I drew during this period 🫠
All the best to everyone ❤️
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