It’s that time of my life. This baby has to start his next chapter of his life. And I chose to go down the trade school road. Do I have any past experience……no. Is this one of my last options because a 4 year school is a waste of my time cuz they have 0 classes I’m passionate about……..yes. To be honest, I don’t really have any passions or dreams to follow on. This is just a starting point for me while I try and figure it out. If I like it, I’ll stay. If not, I do have one more job I might be interested in. The thought of becoming an EMT did sound somewhat promising. But after I realized they get paid a couple more than a McDonald’s worker and they have to see these gore and messed up things. I chose this first. I’m gonna be studying to become a HVAC Technician. Like I said, I have 0 experience and it’s just something that didn’t sound miserable. But I’m surely not the first person to go into a trade with no experience and knowledge of anything. My anxiety has been really bad ever since my senior year thinking about becoming an adult. Having all of these responsibilities and stuff messes with my mind. If you read my past journals. Y’all would know I had my first panic attack back in June or so. It’s was because I was thinking of becoming an adult and realizing that I’m no longer a kid. Ever since then, I had one smaller panic attack because of it. But it’s something I have to get over because it’s only gonna get harder from here. But I have faith in God that He will help me through this and to give me strength.