I know it's been a thing I've known for about 2 months now and everyone in my house is getting ready to move. I just... Don't want to go, but truthfully where could I even go? My entire life has been here and I'm supposed to just walk away from it all? I know that all of my irl friends have gone away and I get really tired of being alone, but I don't think it'll be any better if I go somewhere where I know nobody and basically have to start from scratch.

I am happy that I have online friends and all that jazz, and I love and appreciate every one. But sometimes, something just feels missing.