Had a meeting with my Dr to talk about my struggles with my motivation, sleep, some other things - I'm not sure she really knew much about some of the issues sadly. I really wish mental health stuff was more covered here.

That said - my anxiety meds I took recently are giving me some odd side effects, so I'm stepping back from them and hoping I'll be back to normal soon. They're only meant to be temporary anyway.

It's funny to say also that the baseline of my experience is "on edge, jumpy, jittery" so much that taking meds that stops that makes the world feel... weirdly still. It's nice, but I'm so used to my 'normal' that it feels wrong. Maybe I'll get used to it. 😵‍💫

Now if only I can fix my insomnia, that one is still my biggest struggle.