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I don't like asking for help.
2 weeks ago
I hope this journal doesn't upset anyone, I'm just venting out my frustrations here.
I've gotten one very cheap commission in these last few weeks.
I can't much afford many things on that budget, to be honest. It's not enough.
The end of the month is coming, rent is coming and I may also be dealing with food shortage too.
Is it going to be the norm that I'll have to beg for help at the last minute?
I'm doing my best to get the work done, and it's all I been focused on, but it's getting a bit frustrating.
I don't want to be ungrateful to the help I am given or anything or force people to have to pay for my work.
But, it feels like nothing I do is helpful. I've even tried things like adding new tiers and adjusting my prices.
Fun Fact: I have much fewer commissions for lower tiers than I do for higher tiers. I think some people think the higher tiers are too expensive and despite that don't bother get any of the lower tiers they could afford. No clue why other than maybe it's a quality thing. It seems they rather get a fully colored and clean piece than a sketch, so don't bother at all. But I'm only adjusting the prices based on my own labor. I don't want to work at a lost.
I been told my commission reminder journals are annoying, but I'm only spamming them because A) I urgently need money for rent (and probably groceries) and B) usually I'm only spamming these at times I don't get any commissions at all. I'm on a timer and the journals will just gradually get more annoyingly desperate.
I don't know what to do but keep shilling until I guess I have to be that desperate again.
I despise asking for help. I really do. I don't enjoy this at all. I rather things run smoothly and I get things done.
How many emergencies do I have to go through? Am I just really bad at this?
I want to be clear if you can't afford anything or you can't help, I'm not trying to force you to do so.
Maybe I'm just really unlucky right now.
In any case, I am open for commissions:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51283801/
You can also donate to my ko-fi if you just want to help out.
https://ko-fi.com/A4152L60
I always say any amount is fine. Not because it's enough, but because It can add up.
So seriously, don't feel bad if you can only throw like $3 at me. I don't see that as a negative.
The reality is it may not be enough to help me, but It's not like I'm going to be upset.
I just really hope I can make it towards the end of the month. I just wish I didn't have to make journals like this.
I've gotten one very cheap commission in these last few weeks.
I can't much afford many things on that budget, to be honest. It's not enough.
The end of the month is coming, rent is coming and I may also be dealing with food shortage too.
Is it going to be the norm that I'll have to beg for help at the last minute?
I'm doing my best to get the work done, and it's all I been focused on, but it's getting a bit frustrating.
I don't want to be ungrateful to the help I am given or anything or force people to have to pay for my work.
But, it feels like nothing I do is helpful. I've even tried things like adding new tiers and adjusting my prices.
Fun Fact: I have much fewer commissions for lower tiers than I do for higher tiers. I think some people think the higher tiers are too expensive and despite that don't bother get any of the lower tiers they could afford. No clue why other than maybe it's a quality thing. It seems they rather get a fully colored and clean piece than a sketch, so don't bother at all. But I'm only adjusting the prices based on my own labor. I don't want to work at a lost.
I been told my commission reminder journals are annoying, but I'm only spamming them because A) I urgently need money for rent (and probably groceries) and B) usually I'm only spamming these at times I don't get any commissions at all. I'm on a timer and the journals will just gradually get more annoyingly desperate.
I don't know what to do but keep shilling until I guess I have to be that desperate again.
I despise asking for help. I really do. I don't enjoy this at all. I rather things run smoothly and I get things done.
How many emergencies do I have to go through? Am I just really bad at this?
I want to be clear if you can't afford anything or you can't help, I'm not trying to force you to do so.
Maybe I'm just really unlucky right now.
In any case, I am open for commissions:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51283801/
You can also donate to my ko-fi if you just want to help out.
https://ko-fi.com/A4152L60
I always say any amount is fine. Not because it's enough, but because It can add up.
So seriously, don't feel bad if you can only throw like $3 at me. I don't see that as a negative.
The reality is it may not be enough to help me, but It's not like I'm going to be upset.
I just really hope I can make it towards the end of the month. I just wish I didn't have to make journals like this.
Sorry Panty.
We're just dealing with some unlucky circumstances is all.