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Udapte and gonna reboot (Important)
2 months ago
Hey.
So where to begin.
First of all i would like to thanks the people who reached to me and commented on my previous post.
This "burn out/psychotic crisis" happened because of a cocktail of IRLs life events, chronics stress and a event that i cannot go into detail. This all together happened at a bad time and i wanted to delete all social accounts and end myself.
But i was able to stop myself before doing it.
So now i'm trying to sticks the pieces together and remake myself. With increased therapy and medicines.
An advice for everyone ; be careful of what you said on social media and servers. Some people will try to use what you say against you. There are good people in this fandom and all the other. But there is also some other people, that secretly hate anyone who try to do things and have things, and they will try to find a way to hurt you.
Also after some thinking, i decided that i wanna "delete" all my posts and start again ; for some time i've been procrastinating and didn't posted or udapted anything on my channels because i was lacking motivation but i also i was never happy with my posts. I've stuck myself into this "perfectionnist" superficial system trying to please people and posts things, even tho i'm not payed for it, and it's a passion more than anything else. I commission things and is in this fandom for me first.
So i'm gonna delete it all. And repost everything, WHEN i want it, and HOW i wanna do it.
Of course, you guys are free to comments and contacts as always. But this time, i will go with my flow. To not hurt myself anymore and suffer.
So where to begin.
First of all i would like to thanks the people who reached to me and commented on my previous post.
This "burn out/psychotic crisis" happened because of a cocktail of IRLs life events, chronics stress and a event that i cannot go into detail. This all together happened at a bad time and i wanted to delete all social accounts and end myself.
But i was able to stop myself before doing it.
So now i'm trying to sticks the pieces together and remake myself. With increased therapy and medicines.
An advice for everyone ; be careful of what you said on social media and servers. Some people will try to use what you say against you. There are good people in this fandom and all the other. But there is also some other people, that secretly hate anyone who try to do things and have things, and they will try to find a way to hurt you.
Also after some thinking, i decided that i wanna "delete" all my posts and start again ; for some time i've been procrastinating and didn't posted or udapted anything on my channels because i was lacking motivation but i also i was never happy with my posts. I've stuck myself into this "perfectionnist" superficial system trying to please people and posts things, even tho i'm not payed for it, and it's a passion more than anything else. I commission things and is in this fandom for me first.
So i'm gonna delete it all. And repost everything, WHEN i want it, and HOW i wanna do it.
Of course, you guys are free to comments and contacts as always. But this time, i will go with my flow. To not hurt myself anymore and suffer.
glad to see you're back and hugs!!!
But I'm glad you're in a good state of mind now.
Hopefully this act will help you out. Don't dwell too much in the perfectionist area, it will keep you from going forward, in a way.
If you need to speak with someone, I'm here for you.
But glad to hear you are doing better and have a goal to accomplish and taking care of yourself.