So lets come out of the gate with it. My mother has cancer, she has brain and lung cancer from years of smoking cigarettes. Since then I have had to pull away from doing all sorts of things bit by bit and now well here we are waiting for her on Hospis. These last few months have been the most grating. In late may I was apart of a accident that left me battered, bruised and carless while also taking care of my mother. Then my mother fell and had to hospitalized then moved to a rehab/nursing home until late august. What does that mean for all of you? For a small part of you, I might be having to unsub and reduce my patron spending. Otherwise, not too much honestly its not like I was producing much of anything but, just in case anyone was like, hey were has that cookie monching asshole been? Here. Here it is. I am not asking for donations or pity I just know folks are wondering where I have been/are in life so here it is.