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a week ago
So you might see some uploads of characters I own. I’ve had all these for a long time, I just never got around to posting them. So as I find the energy to do so I’ll be uploading them.
Life update
Life is still quite hard, I’m still dealing with paralysis on the left side of my face, no improvement. I did a second round of steroids and they haven’t helped. The pain is better, but still hurts.
I had an upper scope done of my esophagus and such. They took 3 biopsies of stuff to check, waiting on results for that. But it left my throat hurting quite badly. So swallowing hurts bad, and it aches even with out that.
My gf is still with out a job, her parents have been a life saver in helping us out. (My father has been helping as he can.) but she’s decided that she will use this chance to go back to school and take classes for medical billing I think it was.
Speaking of my father. His health is not the best, so much so he got demoted at work. He has a doctors appointment coming up on the 11th. But I’m worried for him. I hope the worse it is is that he’s not been eating properly. He skips meals often. He’s obsessed with his weight and it’s very concerning.
My depression has been terrible, like kind of scary so if I’m begin honest. I thankfully have an appointment on the 11th (it was previously in January) I hope they can help me sort this out. But in addition my ADHD has been so terrible, and added along with the depression. I’ve been doing NOTHING. I try and play a game, I get maybe 5-10 minutes in, 20 tops. I try and watch a show, 5 minutes. I can’t even read a paragraph before I can’t focus on it anymore. So everyday I just sit there doing nothing, bored out of my mind. Which leads to my brain thinking bad thoughts. Which fuels my depression. So I’ve been having a REALLY rough mental time.
But in other news. We got a kitten. This was not planned at all, she was just like…dropped in our lap. She is so small and sweet. She’s coming into her personality still. We haven’t put her in with our other cats yet, because Trixie, our queen bee. Is not fond of her. So we need to do slow introductions. But I can’t do that alone, and my gf is on vacation with her family. But this gives Toki (the kitten) time to adjust to life inside and us. My cat strudel has met her, but he’s very mellow and indifferent. He might even like her due to the fact he can steal her kitten food lol. Toki is also a rare FEMALE orange!
So overall, life hasn’t been great. So adopt making has been slow going, or really non existent. Just no inspiration, or motivation. So I hope you all forgive me for that, and the fact I have not put up the raffle yet. I just don’t want to do the raffle then not be able to give the winner a quality item. (If I decide it’s a custom and not just a premade. The choice of which is still undecided)
But thank you all for your attention, you all mean so much to me. I hope you’re all doing wonderful
Life update
Life is still quite hard, I’m still dealing with paralysis on the left side of my face, no improvement. I did a second round of steroids and they haven’t helped. The pain is better, but still hurts.
I had an upper scope done of my esophagus and such. They took 3 biopsies of stuff to check, waiting on results for that. But it left my throat hurting quite badly. So swallowing hurts bad, and it aches even with out that.
My gf is still with out a job, her parents have been a life saver in helping us out. (My father has been helping as he can.) but she’s decided that she will use this chance to go back to school and take classes for medical billing I think it was.
Speaking of my father. His health is not the best, so much so he got demoted at work. He has a doctors appointment coming up on the 11th. But I’m worried for him. I hope the worse it is is that he’s not been eating properly. He skips meals often. He’s obsessed with his weight and it’s very concerning.
My depression has been terrible, like kind of scary so if I’m begin honest. I thankfully have an appointment on the 11th (it was previously in January) I hope they can help me sort this out. But in addition my ADHD has been so terrible, and added along with the depression. I’ve been doing NOTHING. I try and play a game, I get maybe 5-10 minutes in, 20 tops. I try and watch a show, 5 minutes. I can’t even read a paragraph before I can’t focus on it anymore. So everyday I just sit there doing nothing, bored out of my mind. Which leads to my brain thinking bad thoughts. Which fuels my depression. So I’ve been having a REALLY rough mental time.
But in other news. We got a kitten. This was not planned at all, she was just like…dropped in our lap. She is so small and sweet. She’s coming into her personality still. We haven’t put her in with our other cats yet, because Trixie, our queen bee. Is not fond of her. So we need to do slow introductions. But I can’t do that alone, and my gf is on vacation with her family. But this gives Toki (the kitten) time to adjust to life inside and us. My cat strudel has met her, but he’s very mellow and indifferent. He might even like her due to the fact he can steal her kitten food lol. Toki is also a rare FEMALE orange!
So overall, life hasn’t been great. So adopt making has been slow going, or really non existent. Just no inspiration, or motivation. So I hope you all forgive me for that, and the fact I have not put up the raffle yet. I just don’t want to do the raffle then not be able to give the winner a quality item. (If I decide it’s a custom and not just a premade. The choice of which is still undecided)
But thank you all for your attention, you all mean so much to me. I hope you’re all doing wonderful
And go kiss that kitten!