aww, dont talk like that! everyone has hardships and problems. but when life kicks you in the ass, you just have to think of how your actually lucky or blessed :3 even though its really easier said than done, all it takes is a little try c:
just look at the up-side of it, your alive, your fed, you have clothes, and your clothed in your right mind, though times may be tough and we may not always get what we want its just enough to keep us going. There are people out there that love and care about you, trust me, even i hardly know you and if i heard you died ide shed a tear, some people dont even have that. and as for loneliness, everyone will feel lonely at some point in their lives, some even for years, but trust me, you wont be lonely for much longer, even it may take a while, but keep your heart open, dont close yourself to society. also, life is much better when you can say to yourself that everything happens for a reason :3.

umm.. err sorry i think i rambled.. -_-'

well trust me, even though nothing will change right away, the year holds things good and bad to come. just look forward to the new C: every little bit counts and every good deed doesnt go unpaid, trust me. i wish you much luck and many blessings in the new year, friend.

i tend to rambled too but i still try it just ,,,ever since collage every thing and i mean every thing been going down hill and soon it be worst... im not lonely.. i just choice not to seek a lover,,,every time i get comfy with one i lose him or her.....nice art btw...i know it just my family are really,,,,well let just say they dont consider me blood and they enjoy hurting me and im not over imaging it,,they said it them self's. but, i know if i even fight back once they get hurt,,,badly...so i simple let them. i am strong person,,and i must admit im feeling one of my weak times. i am grateful. it just its hard to remember when you mind in a lot of gloom. i wanna be a great artist but i have not drawing in almost a month , well what you say is true its no lie...i need to lok at the better things...but when im in the meddle of no where and help and dear ones are noone where near,,,its kinda hard..but oh well ^^

very true :3 i had to disprove the saying "blood is thicker than water" when it comes to family, because my family treats us like dirt sometimes. all you can really do is strive for the better, and keep in touch with those that do care about you C: it helps sometimes. and i have to force myself to draw now, i went 3 months without any art contact over the summer, but i was depressed so idk XI . :D just dont give up :3!

ill try ^^
well back ot work for me in sl