Side rant -


anyone who doesnt wanna hear me complain - i dont blame you for skipping it


























So a friend i had worked with for commissions for a good 1/2 a year or so, and all around talking regularly on discord, just suddenly stopped talking to me for over a month, was online a lot, playing games and now i see they unfriended me as i dont see them on my list anymore



So... why



I made some particular OC's for them, i enjoyed workin with them because they prefer ebony characters, and they were an all around chill person to talk to whenever you just wanna chat



but now? Out of nowhere, im dumbfounded that they just woke up one morning and decide to cease all contact from me



If im being pushy or demanding, then just fucking tell me - im no mind reader, i dont know whatevers going on in your end, tell me and i'll back off for a while, its that simple



cant believe i wasted a month trying to at least talk to the guy and it results in them ditching me for no real reason



i did not come to them exclusively for commissions, i do not consider them as a working partner, only a friend that occassionaly wants to order a pic off me, there are some people i encountered only there for business, but we were beyond that - he wasnt talking for a long while, longer than normal and i just wanted to know whats going on as its not like them to not answer to the DM's - so i understandably got worried for him

but then i saw them be online and gaming and all that, and now this happened, well - my worries turned into resentment



and now everything i done for them becomes meaningless



this is one of my worst fears of having friends on there



they'll work with you and chat for god knows how long and then they just wake up one morning and decide to abandon you - and the best part of it all?



You have no goddamn clue as to why they would do that as its not in their nature to do so