when’s the last time I’ve posted to fa? i don’t remember lol

admittedly i haven’t done much art this year, so I’ve barely had a reason to use fa. It’s not particularly useful as anything other than an art gallery, so I’ve obviously neglected my page outside of the occasional minor profile update (like discretely changing my age to 25 (I’m a quarter century old now (fuck))).

also 2025 has been such a clusterfuck of a year so far, for numerous reasons. I don’t think I have it in me to draw anything in the foreseeable future—I just don’t have that spark anymore. I barely even know what I want out of this community anymore. unless I receive some divine inspiration out of the blue this page might just remain dormant for eternity

I’m much more likely to post messy sketches and unfinished works to bluesky because it doesn’t take a tremendous amount of extra effort to dump my shit on there, if I even end up drawing anything—you’re more likely to see my irreverent rambles about video games or whatever other opinions I have. not that they hold much weight, I’m just some random guy. but if that’s your thing you know where to find me

https://bsky.app/profile/cottoncand.....rd.bsky.social

I know this journal reeks of negativity, but I ain’t gonna sugarcoat it. I’m tired. and it’s gonna be a long time until I figure out what I want out of life again. but im still alive for now. is anyone even reading this?