My great grandmother passed away September 7, 2025, it's hit me hard as as she's been there my entire life gave me, my brother and my mother a home when she could've left us on the streets she was there for everything important, but also the last time I mourned loss in 2015 I was punished by my school for being disruptive I was in elementary so crying has been conditioned to equal punishment dispite my parents being the opposite scars don't heal easy.
Furaffinity and the furry community as a whole is amazing and has become my safe space so I'm comfortable sharing this here I hope that this will be a opportunity to grow for me for my family and anyone who reads this, just because you can't cry doesn't mean you can't mourn.