I know for the most part I haven’t posted anything new or commissions I got recently, for the most part I haven’t been myself like at all, Ever since I left my previous job to pursue another one I applied for things sort of went downhill as I haven’t kept track of my sleep schedule and got a warning from my job about time theft for some reason, well to be fair I haven’t been paying any attention which is something I struggle with lmao. Recently I didn’t feel like wanting to take on Artfight considering I never get attacked or anything, as a matter of fact I was more focused on getting into college which is still a work in progress as of me writing this, but in reality I couldn’t find the motivation to draw anything I wanted to which is sad as I had a lot of arts I wanted to do but eh what do I know about a proper mindset, another thing that got me busy was how I had recently moved into a new house however I became more and more angered from the constant stress of moving and cleaning things here and there, which I regret getting upset over nothing… I have anger problems which most of ye don’t know. The past 3 months haven’t been the ideal for me, this new job (which I’m still working at), hadn’t been a good idea as like I said up there, I hadn’t paid attention on my attendance or working right away, rn I’ve been having quite a few breakdowns and going thru some kind of crisis or some shit.. which almost spiraled down into depression but thankfully I’m not… well Y’know. I hope to whoever gives a fuck reading this is understanding or not, idk.. idk what else to write anymore, I don’t rly understand my place here at all. That’s all I’ll write.

Update (like rn): somethings I forgot right is how I gotten more and more sadden after the passing of my grandfather but also how my father cared more about the moving procedure rather than the passing, pls don’t hate my father on that, I couldn’t move on in almost anything I wrote here.