It hasn’t been getting better for me mentally. Honestly, it gets worse no matter how many times I lie to myself about getting better. Art itself becomes less of a passion and more like a chore now and with no support with people I once called friends, it’s just feels meaningless. No one buys my art commissions, said people stopped talking to me after a fight, other people want to do things to cheer me up only to leave me waiting for nothing or just outright ditching me.

Looking at it now, I never really had friends. Real friends. So yeah. Hiatus, not closing anything or deleting my account. Just an archive of broken dreams and lost faith.

Thank you for your support to those that actually liked my work. Maybe in another lifetime, things will be better. We’ll see.