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🎂 22! WAH-HOOOOOO!!!
2 days ago
Welp, it's my birthday, my most anticipated day of the year!
However this year I'm spending it with online friends and my father. Most of the people I know IRL including ones far back as middle school are either busy today or I've just lost interest in talking to them recently because of them having changed interests and such. I miss my mother and uncle right now, they were 2 key people that would celebrate with me. Mom passed in December 2023 from a stomach infection and uncle David (Mom's brother) followed in March 2024 from health problems.
....Yeah, sorry I said that out of nowhere, but that is kinda the root of my occasional depression nowadays. I almost wonder if my luck is bad because I was born on the same day as a "tragic event" that took place 2 years earlier. Safer to say definitely not, but it almost feels that way sometimes.
Anyway, tomorrow I'm going out to eat with my father to celebrate since he'll be off work and he's letting me decide my present since he doesn't know what to surprise me with this year. I'll probably just get a $20 Steam card, I really don't need much.
For right now I'm just going to chat with some friends through Discord and of course play a buncha videogames.
Gotta go celebrate! 🥳🥳🥳
However this year I'm spending it with online friends and my father. Most of the people I know IRL including ones far back as middle school are either busy today or I've just lost interest in talking to them recently because of them having changed interests and such. I miss my mother and uncle right now, they were 2 key people that would celebrate with me. Mom passed in December 2023 from a stomach infection and uncle David (Mom's brother) followed in March 2024 from health problems.
....Yeah, sorry I said that out of nowhere, but that is kinda the root of my occasional depression nowadays. I almost wonder if my luck is bad because I was born on the same day as a "tragic event" that took place 2 years earlier. Safer to say definitely not, but it almost feels that way sometimes.
Anyway, tomorrow I'm going out to eat with my father to celebrate since he'll be off work and he's letting me decide my present since he doesn't know what to surprise me with this year. I'll probably just get a $20 Steam card, I really don't need much.
For right now I'm just going to chat with some friends through Discord and of course play a buncha videogames.
Gotta go celebrate! 🥳🥳🥳
