well heck, to start, I had my first daytime seizure the other day.
It was a partial aware/focal aware seizure as they’re called which is really terrifying- I was just about to cross the street to go somewhere when it happened. Thankfully it didn’t happen as I crossed afterwards, I still feel somewhat messed up in the brain however I’ve been resting and taking care of my health :( they used to only happen in my sleep but I guess my seizure medication (lacosamide) needs to be put up to a higher level

I’m okay otherwise, I do have good sort of news, I forget if I said this before but my doctor is referring me to a gender clinic to get on hormones. I think the waiting list might still be long. But still, I’ve always wanted hairy arms! So that might be finally possible hahaha… I also wanted darker body hair and facial hair and a nice voice… I think it’s hot in a way, lol… if that’s ok to say. o////o

Also feeling a little bit better mentally, but still kind of lonely, I’m trying to contact people but my anxiety has always been sort of bad- it’s a bit better these days though. So maybe I’ll contact some people I’ve been wanting to talk to again for a while.

My summer was good, nothing amazing, wish I’d done more with it. But man the heat outside was unbearable for me. Maybe fall time will be better! Then I could finally go outside again.. I also thrifted a little bit and got some new clothes at the mall, feeling sort of handsome lol, which is rare for me! :03

Trying to draw more too, I’m using my new laptop and some new traditional art supplies I bought too but I lack the energy I had in the past for art. If I can get the energy back I’ll open commissions for art properly once more, for now they’re on an “ask me and I’ll see what I can do” sort of basis. ^^;

That’s all for this update, I hope everyone’s well. <3