Im at the point where im just gonna give up on being an artist and stop having hope. Commissions are pointless to advertise and keep going and well seems like people prefer popular artists more so i give up on that lol

People: get an actual job

You know i really fucking wish i could or the government can actual help with disability people like me but nah they dgaf lmao i had to rely on commissions as a income seeing other popular artists making it easier for them to have it as a full time

When its a struggle for me to do shit even by myself- i just dont get it i really dont guess people prefer artists who goes to college for art or realism or whatever sorry i dont have that skill or went to school for it when im a self taught artist- smh

So its whatever i give up on being the artist who's open for commissions and art trades let alone might stop doing personal art as well- tis whatever vent over lol