Today is my birthday. It felt like ages ago I was happy, playing Minecraft, Monster Hunter 4, and Black Ops 2 on the 360 or chasing butterflies in the woods, maybe baking some bread or going out on a walk around the park with school friends without a single care in the world. It's officially been 2 decades of conscious existence, and the world has only gotten dull and bland, full of hatred and violence, and here I am just stuck in the middle of it all. I can't say Ive accomplished anything I had planned, and my entire life didn't go the way I was hoping, but somehow I am still here! Im not happy, But I am alive. Hopefully I can use the last few decades of my time to accomplish my goals in life one day.