I've been working on the 3rd part of the background stuff for Thess, and the story got interesting and I got creative. Both things are good. Not sure where her future is going (I may have to have a sit down talk with one or two of the other players, one of these days soon), but in the current game she's not doing too well emotionally. I'm not doing well emotionally, IRL.
Since my birthday, I just have felt more and more... despondent. That's a good word. Some of it has to do with where I stand with a certain relationship in my life. Some of it has to do with the lack of joy at my day job. I find work through my work, do my job, and well, but then all I want to do is talk with three or four people online who remind me of my old gaming group. It's like, suddenly, the people I knew and spent time with are around again - even though they are different people. It's... oddly intoxicating, but sad, because I miss the people I had in my life before.
As I re-enter furry, and re-enter TTRPG space and playing other characters, I'm starting to feel more engaged in ways I haven't in a while. Still despondent, because while I'm engaged, I'm still missing things.
This coming weekend is a work weekend for me. I need to finish chapter 3: Meeting Mebiorhel, and I -may- have a lengthy mature audiences only surprise for anyone who wants to read some non-canon smut about an old character of mine - Shotari Civilan.
For now, I need to head to bed. Good night everyone!