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Lost my pet bird, this is a vent journal
7 months ago
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Just lost my cockatiel pet bird to a snake, oh the price of carelessness.
She is a lutino cockatiel, white body with only her head being yellow so we named her Boil-egg. She been with me since me started my second years in college, very talkative, playful and dumb and cute and everything, me and gf love her dearly, which is why this hurt so much.
It's 1a.m. when my gf screame work me up. Thought it just a regular night fright since cockatiel do get night fright a lot, gf won't stop stuttering Boil-egg frequently and it gives me a bad feeling, I get up and walk over only to see a snake squeezing my bird tight.
I carefully ripping a snake off of my bird as fast as I could trying not to squeeze the bird but oh boy, I hated that at the back of my mind I'm fully aware I'm too late, so yea Boil-egg die right there in my hands. It hurt deeply, we keep her leg rings as a tiny memento, fly high little one.
Usually I always love LOVE how conscious I can be in any urgent situations, o ty my line of work, I just believe that it will always help decrease the damages of the situation so I trained my mind this way, but some time I hated how it makes me aware of things more, I was thinking, hoping this is just a dream yet I know it isn't and I hated it, I hope my head will just dazed then black out and I'll be waking up in a black room hand scrambling for my phone to look at the time but nah, this ain't no dream and I hated it.
This is probably a vent that I wrote instead of sleeping but idc really, just want to write it down somewhere before going back to my usual schedule
She is a lutino cockatiel, white body with only her head being yellow so we named her Boil-egg. She been with me since me started my second years in college, very talkative, playful and dumb and cute and everything, me and gf love her dearly, which is why this hurt so much.
It's 1a.m. when my gf screame work me up. Thought it just a regular night fright since cockatiel do get night fright a lot, gf won't stop stuttering Boil-egg frequently and it gives me a bad feeling, I get up and walk over only to see a snake squeezing my bird tight.
I carefully ripping a snake off of my bird as fast as I could trying not to squeeze the bird but oh boy, I hated that at the back of my mind I'm fully aware I'm too late, so yea Boil-egg die right there in my hands. It hurt deeply, we keep her leg rings as a tiny memento, fly high little one.
Usually I always love LOVE how conscious I can be in any urgent situations, o ty my line of work, I just believe that it will always help decrease the damages of the situation so I trained my mind this way, but some time I hated how it makes me aware of things more, I was thinking, hoping this is just a dream yet I know it isn't and I hated it, I hope my head will just dazed then black out and I'll be waking up in a black room hand scrambling for my phone to look at the time but nah, this ain't no dream and I hated it.
This is probably a vent that I wrote instead of sleeping but idc really, just want to write it down somewhere before going back to my usual schedule
We shared plenty of time and it always sat on my shoulder or even my head when i played, smooching it every now and then...
Always very sad to see an dear pet passing away, it never gets better.