I feel so stressed rn its not even funny. i feel like im being a bother to the person I'm staying at temporarily. my dad is slowly stopping talking to me, and i feel like im a bother to everyone irl. i hate this. my leg is sore and just had a harsh cramp, and i tried to fight my tears but i ended up crying silently to myself. The stress of what happened in the past and present is weighing on my shoulders alot and im having bad thoughts of running away and worse. im trying to keep them away, but its hard with everything irl. im trying to cling onto hope, but im becoming hopeless that the path would lead to any good or worse. im just at the point of giving up and just accepting what comes.