So I will be completely honest: I still really like this stuff, I think this stuff will always be a part of me obviously, but
I feel like the extent I have been interacting with it lately as of late is unhealthy.
Every day, I constantly think about drawing this stuff and when I can draw it, I constantly look at it on my phone even when around family, I rp a lot even when with family, almost everyone I talk to are people who are fetish artists or people who like that stuff and talk about it a lot, it's just constantly there, a part of my life, and it just feels at times like an addiction, like I put all of my focus onto this when I have all sorts of other interests and things I want to spend time on and work on, and it's like
it's hard, it's really hard to fight that impulse. I don't really know what to do, because I still want to draw this stuff and engage with the community, but I feel like it is affecting me mentally to an extent. I don't know.