Welp, tried Walmart. Wow was that a disaster. And only for $15 an hour? Nah, no thanks. Iv worked for less than a living wage before, not slaving myself to death over it again. But now Im looking back at everything, looking back at what happened, where Im at in life, what my dreams used to be, and how this in now the American nightmare.
No wife, kids, house, junkyard car. I got nothing.

And then I see my first journal was 14 years ago. Oh what a inspired idiot I was.

Welp, nothing else to my life right now, looking for new work. And Iv done decided that I am no longer interested in "fast paced bullshit" Not looking good sadly, seems the only people companies are interested in is people who can do the work of two or three people at once.......This tiger is 40 winters old, hard work is no longer interesting to him.