I've been on such a good streak of good news and high hopes lately, I know I will crash soon, but I am certainly very happy now :)

I realized I do love my hobbies
I love drawing
I love my cat
I love myself
I love being here

and I wish it wasn't so hard to realize this

but I'm okay for now

I'm living and enjoying it and that's what matters, I think.


I know this is kind of out of left field, but I think I shouldn't hold on to things so hard sometimes.