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Sometimes.. This feeling
2 weeks ago
None at the moment
Sometimes I feel like something is wrong with me...
Like, I get super envious ofother people's progress
Like everyone is ahead of me and I'm way behind to things
Like for example for the entirety of my highschool I did not have a phone and was prohibited to be friends with people from our neighborhood
I wasn't allowed to go out or to be with friends (but I managed to lie about it a lot and got a away with it)
Its hard sometimes, thinking that I'm always going to be last and will be starting at something and failing miserably.
Maybe social media is not for me.
I keep comparing and feeling like I'm not good enough
Like, I get super envious ofother people's progress
Like everyone is ahead of me and I'm way behind to things
Like for example for the entirety of my highschool I did not have a phone and was prohibited to be friends with people from our neighborhood
I wasn't allowed to go out or to be with friends (but I managed to lie about it a lot and got a away with it)
Its hard sometimes, thinking that I'm always going to be last and will be starting at something and failing miserably.
Maybe social media is not for me.
I keep comparing and feeling like I'm not good enough
But with the time, I learned that everyone makes progress at different times.
If you tend to look at others, let it not be out of envy, but with eyes to learn. And if you feel it is unattainable, then time will heal everything. Everyself finds their place as you adapt.
You'll know you've reached your place when you're there... and if not, in the long run, then it's really out of envy and it's better to let go, but I recommend the latter decades later in your life. Who knows.
The path doesn't exist, it's created by walking.