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I'm looking for commissions to move to another city! [help]
4 days ago
Hello everyone here, I have some updates and news about my miserable life!
You can read more about me and what shitty thing I'm going throught here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11133865
In short I need money for move into other city for get proper threatment in good mental hospital(and be closer with my gf) and will take ANY KIND OF COMMISSION FOR THAT!
Any idea, I really need help here because I can't do anything except draw little silly pictures <:'D
I'm doomed, I tried to work on normal job and my health, mental and physical, get worse. I have money for treatment, but not for moving into new apartment in other city so I really try to rush my curent queue and look for attention in my art and comms...
Here the info about commissions: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10952879/
For everyone who wait for arts from me - I'm sorry about the delay, about fact that I'm weak and depressed shit who can't do anything in time. If I forgot to wrote you about exemplary deadlines for any updates - please, contact me. My mind really messy right now and I'm forgetting things a lot...
I spend a lot of money on therapy and this is not helps at all. Girlfriend can't help me, doctors says here is a lot of what I need to do and this is all under war, where I must to live at least 1 year because I really want to help my partner too and for this we need more time. I need more time and still I can do nothing except cry for help and draw arts.
I feel like all what I do - is useless. Like I'll never be happy and I'm gonna destroy everything around me. Doctors says I'm gonna fight my depression and BPD rest of my life because I did nothing before my 25 years and all problems are stuck deeply inside me.
And this is, sometimes, too much for me and I can't focus on anything days.
I apologize for being weak. I'm deeply sorry. I'll draw everything what I have in my debts and I'll not go anywhere, but I'm still sorry.
I hope you, my commissioners and people who liked my art, see more of my work in this month because I try hard as I can right now. Because I can't do anything else. Because I want to make you happy, if I can't feel this in my life.
Thank you for your attention. Stay safe everyone and get help in time. At least try to find this help... you're not alone. ✦˚
You can read more about me and what shitty thing I'm going throught here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11133865
In short I need money for move into other city for get proper threatment in good mental hospital(and be closer with my gf) and will take ANY KIND OF COMMISSION FOR THAT!
Any idea, I really need help here because I can't do anything except draw little silly pictures <:'D
I'm doomed, I tried to work on normal job and my health, mental and physical, get worse. I have money for treatment, but not for moving into new apartment in other city so I really try to rush my curent queue and look for attention in my art and comms...
Here the info about commissions: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10952879/
For everyone who wait for arts from me - I'm sorry about the delay, about fact that I'm weak and depressed shit who can't do anything in time. If I forgot to wrote you about exemplary deadlines for any updates - please, contact me. My mind really messy right now and I'm forgetting things a lot...
I spend a lot of money on therapy and this is not helps at all. Girlfriend can't help me, doctors says here is a lot of what I need to do and this is all under war, where I must to live at least 1 year because I really want to help my partner too and for this we need more time. I need more time and still I can do nothing except cry for help and draw arts.
I feel like all what I do - is useless. Like I'll never be happy and I'm gonna destroy everything around me. Doctors says I'm gonna fight my depression and BPD rest of my life because I did nothing before my 25 years and all problems are stuck deeply inside me.
And this is, sometimes, too much for me and I can't focus on anything days.
I apologize for being weak. I'm deeply sorry. I'll draw everything what I have in my debts and I'll not go anywhere, but I'm still sorry.
I hope you, my commissioners and people who liked my art, see more of my work in this month because I try hard as I can right now. Because I can't do anything else. Because I want to make you happy, if I can't feel this in my life.
Thank you for your attention. Stay safe everyone and get help in time. At least try to find this help... you're not alone. ✦˚
GOAL: 10/600$ I have time until November 10th, if I'm not reach the goal until then I'll must to sell something or got a loan from bank... I don't know what I'm gonna to do... 