If I was heartless
Well that would make it easier
To say the things I need to
But I run instead
I wish I was hollow
'Cause then the pill I have to swallow
Wouldn't choke me up
Infect my soul again

I don't know how I got like this
I wish I wasn't so helpless
But every time I try to
I'm too paralyzed to
Get the poison off my chest

I didn't wanna fail again
Watch another ship sail again
I'm no good at goodbyes
I can't look in your eyes
You will never understand

I wish it were easy
I hate it that you think you need me
Said it from the start
That I'm no good at love
Don't try to read me
Some books should stay closed believe me
Please don't fall apart
For what this never was

I don't know how I got like this
I wish I wasn't so helpless
But every time I try to
I'm too paralyzed to
Get the poison off my chest


I didn't wanna fail again
Watch another ship sail again
I'm no good at goodbyes
I can't look in your eyes
You will never understand

I don't know how I got like this
I wish I wasn't so helpless
But every time I try to
I'm too paralyzed to
Get the poison off my chest

I didn't wanna fail again
Watch another ship sail again
I'm no good at goodbyes
I can't look in your eyes
You would never understand

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[Welcome to October 2025!]

UPCOMING: BLFC! We're the Charity Lead once more and this year we're hosting TWO auctions to raise funds for charity, and leading a bigger team than ever! We hope to see ALL OF YOU THERE! (Oct 13th-16th).

If you're going, let's meet. Let's talk. Let's watch ships sail again and be no good at saying goodbyes.

Because you? We can look into your eyes.

You will understand.