a big 2041 word journal
a month ago
with somewhat insightful thoughts and a little bit of hopemaxxing
been a while, hadn't really had any dilemmas or artistic observations to overcome recently
are YOU having fun with art ? i am really dried up on art for quite a bit now, like, this "just hop on and draw" is ever so difficult right now
Naturally and out of experience, I know it will just pass and it will feel right when it feels right EVEN with the knowledge that "art-block" doesn't just randomly disapear, we can and ARE able to actively work against it and I know all those tricks but man
not right now ... and art is also really hard so back to loose black and white sketches on a canvas babe B)
been a while, hadn't really had any dilemmas or artistic observations to overcome recently
are YOU having fun with art ? i am really dried up on art for quite a bit now, like, this "just hop on and draw" is ever so difficult right now
Naturally and out of experience, I know it will just pass and it will feel right when it feels right EVEN with the knowledge that "art-block" doesn't just randomly disapear, we can and ARE able to actively work against it and I know all those tricks but man
not right now ... and art is also really hard so back to loose black and white sketches on a canvas babe B)
FA+


to be more serious though ive been keeping up a pretty steady art pace for most of this year with a few week-or-two breaks where i felt things start to wane. messing around with various techniques and approaches has kept it from getting stale-- i think if i tried to always sketch, or colour, or shade in the same way every time it'd lose me fast. i gotta make sure im havin fun
i believe you pont, ur so handsome pont, keep draweling ur big lush creatures ´w `
likewise u keep on with ur badass graphic design n composition skills
I’m having fun with art in a “I’m the most skilled I’ve ever been and I really enjoy the outcome of these pieces”, but also “I’m I satisfied as an illustrator?” Is a question on my mind a lot recently. I think I just really need a big project to sink my teeth into and work on alongside the illustrations, I really hope I have more breathing room next year.
and u know what, i can tell
that bunny on a swing really does it ....
"“I’m I satisfied as an illustrator?”" - Huge question. Like, yes, ever so often I think and wish to be part of a bigger, collaborative project (video game, comics, something for an event or at)
I love what I draw with utmost certainty, I never felt so loving about my OCs ever since I begun drawing my cats and my art is at it's coolest it's ever been in 18 years yet here I am just drawing my jpeg's and png's which you stop interacting with the second you look away
I'd lie if I'd say that I think "am i doing enough" since "below" us are a minimum of 1000 artists that'd love to draw even remotely like us and where we are is honestly QUITE up there let's not forget
Secondly, take an empty canvas, restrict yourself to one layer only and make random marks. Don't think about it, be instinctive, follow your gut and draw the random shapes/things that your hand dictates. If you discover that you can create something out of those messy markings, LEAN into it, see what you can sculpt out of the chaos your own mind brings. DO NOT try and make a beautiful drawing, that's not the goal. ( If you do find that you can create a beautiful drawing from these markings, it's a bonus, but not the main purpose ). Your goal is to invoke that chaos, sculpt from that chaos and lean into it.
Whenever I develop artblock, I do this kind of exercise above, most of the time with a whiteboard and marker. I would draw really simple figures, landscapes, objects out of the random ass shapes I make with a marker and erasing the markings away with my finger. I find that not only I create really cool ideas/thumbnails for future illustrations, but I end up priming myself with alot of drawing motivation. It's also so much fun to do and I feel like a little kid again, making doodles with chalk on the pavement with not a single care in the world. That's the feeling you gotta try and invoke.
You know how in sandbox games that you don't really have a goal, but you're just messing with the random tools you have and having fun regardless? Think of it that way, you're not trying to achieve an objective, you're just playing around. No bar to reach, no objective and no pressure from yourself and other people. Think of it like that.
I hope this helps! Art block can be a pain in the ass, but like you said, it will and always will eventually pass. c:
but everything you said, fact, true, co-signed, chiseled in stone and preached
To answer your question, always. Magic happens as soon as I place that pencil on paper, the stylus onto the tablet, my finger on the sand. Even when drawings don't turn out well at the end, I would always appreciate the little things I've learnt from the journey and feel invigorated to do it all over again!
you either find the delicate line that will help you guide yourself back to a strong current of lust to create art or you lead yourself to an even worse drought.
most importantly, you have to learn to forgive yourself if you didn't succeed finding a way to break the blockade. sometimes all you need is rest and you havent realized you have been running on fumes for so long
I'm soon done w my current comms. On the side ive finally had money to invest in some new pencils and a PRINTER so I'm very invigorated. I tested to print out an old digital sketch I had given up on and had a lot of fun coloring it on paper. physical media my beloved...
and y'know, sometimes you just gotta say fuck ambition and do a bunch of loose doodles on a giant canvas with zero regard for making a finished product. we've all been there
i kinda wish everyone to find this passion (not in the destructive way i'm doing it tho) and be easily able to step the "art block", btw i hate this "art block" word it means no sense for me, like, "i can"t draw" NO SIS u are not happy with what u're doing u need CHANGE, new color in you canvas, move your desktop desk 90 degrees do something IT HELPS so much new air
whatever i'm yapping