On top of everything going on in America, me losing my rights rapidly, my laptop shit the bed.
Blue screen of death then black screen of death. I got robbed LAST month, already putting me in a financial hole ; n ;
I’m not gonna off myself. I made promises.

But that is why I will be afk. I am doing and saving what I can where I can, but it’s still overwhelming.
I keep taking breaths but it’s still a lot…
My mom didn’t believe me because she’s only been watching mainstream news…
I sent her evidence and now she believes me… [Edit: She does NOT believe me and thinks it's Fake News]
But I know now that she was watching what is available to her and it’s being heavily “influenced” I’ll say...


But HA now even my way to apply for jobs is limited on TOP of the limitation of needing to work remote.
My tablet isn’t a pc. I am not okay. I am barely surviving. I can no longer take comms unless ppl are willing to be okay with a program I’m not fully aware of how to use….. it’s procreate. I don’t know it anywhere near as well as Sai, or even PS…