Is that even how its spelled? Well whatever! This year I am actually going to make a New Years Resolution which in the past I haven't done due to really believing in waiting till new years do new or good things for one's self.

So here is mine for this year. I currently weigh 222lbs. and I want to get under 200 lbs. I can't wait to see this journal by this time next year to see how that goes.

I quit my main paying job (contract) due to some personal reasons/conflicts with the distrutor including her moral believes of "its okay if you drink and drive as long as you don't get caught or hurt". So due to this and other minor reasons like working 7 nights a week even holidays and doing this for 2 and a half years with not ONE single night off, I finally decided it was time to get a normal job or something that will allow me time to seek a relationship.

This year, summer time, I have someone special that will be moving in with me. We are just awaiting for him to finish his colleage schooling and then he will be here. so another resolution will be to give him my all. Though the relationship between us is a D/s one, I still like to give my all to whomever I'm with.

So lets recap and add.

1. lose weight,
2. find a better job with days off
3. give my new pet the attention he needs/deserves
4. Find a house with a garage (I have a house, but now I want more)
5. Get a big screen, flat LCD TV (oh okay, this is more a dream)
6. Find good quality friends that don't do drugs, have morals, rarely or hardly drink, and no drama
7. Learn to be a little more "green" and recycle more and learn to safe money/energy
8. Have a good, safe, fun, happy year!

Okay enough of all that. I may include but not dedicate to it, pick up my drawing skills again and start drawing again. Oh its been so long since I have done that.