01:04 10-12-25 then again..
3 days ago
okkay
people.
its interesting seeing them, really, it is.
I talk about people in these journals, a fewww more times than I usually do compared to my normal life.
I had a good day today, I mean, yesterday technically.
made me realize
I know nothing, but also everything about nothing.
friend groups
never really been a part of one, always an observer.
prime example, this website.
I’ve been thinking about it for basically a year now, people are really connected to each other here.
well
obviously a social media site, but interlocked groups together.
prime example from the top of my head,

seems the more popular you are, the more connections you link with.
okkay
makes sense.
perhaps too on the nose.
well, maybe it’s jealousy
admiration
sense of belonging
maybe loneliness. yeah.
I always wanted to be a part of a interlinkage like that.
I want an outsider to look into it and can recognize me in an instant.
okkay
maybe I need to comment more, be friendlier,
oh
definitely post more art.
the views and favorites and comments on my art have gradually dwindled ever since I infrequently upload things now.
that makes sense,
but also not sure
I’ll sleep on it.
no art upload this time, sorry friends and families.
people.
its interesting seeing them, really, it is.
I talk about people in these journals, a fewww more times than I usually do compared to my normal life.
I had a good day today, I mean, yesterday technically.
made me realize
I know nothing, but also everything about nothing.
friend groups
never really been a part of one, always an observer.
prime example, this website.
I’ve been thinking about it for basically a year now, people are really connected to each other here.
well
obviously a social media site, but interlocked groups together.
prime example from the top of my head,

seems the more popular you are, the more connections you link with.
okkay
makes sense.
perhaps too on the nose.
well, maybe it’s jealousy
admiration
sense of belonging
maybe loneliness. yeah.
I always wanted to be a part of a interlinkage like that.
I want an outsider to look into it and can recognize me in an instant.
okkay
maybe I need to comment more, be friendlier,
oh
definitely post more art.
the views and favorites and comments on my art have gradually dwindled ever since I infrequently upload things now.
that makes sense,
but also not sure
I’ll sleep on it.
no art upload this time, sorry friends and families.
I would say, “quite the opposite in fact!”
thats a lie.
I try to post comments at lot to reach out, when I'm not too shy,
I am somewhat connected on here but probably less than it seems from looking at my page. It's mostly just from talking to people on Discord. I've done trades just because I wanted to have other people's usernames in my gallery.