some news + asking for helppp
2 days ago
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`、ヽ`ヽ`、ヽ`、`、ヽ`ヽ`、ヽ`、`、ヽ`ヽ`、ヽ`、ヽ` hi there my pumpkins ✌️
so um.. i don't even know how to start this journal...
not many of you know, or should i say almost no one knows, but in august i lost my dog. he was only 8 years old, and i had him for 8 years. he was a big part of my life and a big part of me. i am still devastated about losing him, it was all very sudden and happened over a night. i didn't want to talk to anyone about what happened, talking about my feelings is very hard in general, because i always feel like a burden, so i just wanted to grief with me myself and i. i am very thankful to people who were there for me, but its still hard and i decided that i don't want to announce it or anything like that, but since i'm god's strongest soldier something else had happened
a week ago, my second dog had an epileptic seizure. it happened in the middle of the night and i didn't know it was epilepsy. the seizure was very similar to the one that took the life of my first dog and i got very scared. thankfully, i had some money to cover the vet bill and i learned that it was an epilepsy and we even found the cause of it. she had a few more seizures, and it's not as bad as it could've be, it's not a cancer or anything like that. she is a cocker spaniel and they're very prone to ear infections, and one of these infections is very close to her brain which is causing her epilepsy. she needs a surgery and sadly i am out of money very much. i'm doing everything i can to help her, but i don't make that much money
this journal is a reminder that i am very open to commissions. my queue is a bit busy right now, so the deadline can be longer than usual, but if you're willing to check out my pricelist or my opened ychs — i will be very grateful! if you take more than one commission, i can offer a discount
thanks to everyone who read this. to be honest, just writing it all down made me feel a bit better. i will appreciate if you can share it with your friend! i draw cool stuff and i'm easy to work with ✌️
kiss your pets for me
links
my commission pricelist: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54304421/
offspring commissions: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52194895/
opened stuff: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....464/sales-open (will post a new ych in an hour or so)
commissions with my ocs: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53746924/ (i have a few new ocs that aren't here)
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