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5 days ago
█ █ █ █ █ █ █ So life's been really screwing me over the past month
A couple days ago both of my grandparents (mother's side) were admitted, and this morning Grandpa passed after having to be resuscitated twice. Things have already been a jumble in the household, but life really just loves to say "fuck you" and add onto the pile huh
Hard to say how I'm doing rn. If anything I'm emotionally exhausted. I've really been pushing along as much as I can w/ everything that life throws at me, but so far it feels like one step forward and three steps back. The current state of our country being one headache after another really doesn't help. I guess that's one reason I struggle so much with apathy these days. At least I'm not in denial tho
I know there'll be some people ushering in words of support and whatnot, but at the moment what would really help me out the most rn is some space, so I'm likely not going to respond to any messages or dms anytime soon. But know that they will be seen and appreciated
Anyway I'll probably take a few days to myself or as much time as I feel, so any potential Halloween pic is gonna be late
A couple days ago both of my grandparents (mother's side) were admitted, and this morning Grandpa passed after having to be resuscitated twice. Things have already been a jumble in the household, but life really just loves to say "fuck you" and add onto the pile huh
Hard to say how I'm doing rn. If anything I'm emotionally exhausted. I've really been pushing along as much as I can w/ everything that life throws at me, but so far it feels like one step forward and three steps back. The current state of our country being one headache after another really doesn't help. I guess that's one reason I struggle so much with apathy these days. At least I'm not in denial tho
I know there'll be some people ushering in words of support and whatnot, but at the moment what would really help me out the most rn is some space, so I'm likely not going to respond to any messages or dms anytime soon. But know that they will be seen and appreciated
Anyway I'll probably take a few days to myself or as much time as I feel, so any potential Halloween pic is gonna be late
Take all the time you need. Best I could say is be there for your family right now and if you need to reach out for anything, I'm here. Take care of yourself and take your time.
I've had to unplug from news for a while now, and while there's a lot of events I don't hear about, I feel much more mentally healthy since I get to think about my life and my future rather than the world and its future
Don't let people with a bias take your attention away from yourself and the people closest to you
All the best 🙏
and it's perfectly fine to take as much time for yourself as you need to recover from this, we'll be waiting for you no matter how long it might take
wishing you all the best, man, take care 🫂