A lil vent
a month ago
General
Hi furries. Ngl I am not doing good atm. Hope you don't mind if I overshare a little lol.
Got a lot of stressful irl stuff happening. Struggling with job searching, I'm sending out hundreds of job applications for shitty retail jobs and only getting one interview every couple months or so. I don't even want to work retail, not in the slightest. I feel my only option is going to uni but I don't feel confident in any courses.
More relevant, I have no motivation for anything at the moment. I've lost passion for any of my productive hobbies. I can't get myself to draw, make a video or even take any fursuit photos. I want to regain my passion, I wish I was a more productive artist, but I'm just completely numb/energy-less. Idk if I have adhd or depression or something like that? I hope I don't, I don't need that on top of autism lol.
Bleh.
Anyways, hope you're all doing well. Love seeing all your support for my art :3
Got a lot of stressful irl stuff happening. Struggling with job searching, I'm sending out hundreds of job applications for shitty retail jobs and only getting one interview every couple months or so. I don't even want to work retail, not in the slightest. I feel my only option is going to uni but I don't feel confident in any courses.
More relevant, I have no motivation for anything at the moment. I've lost passion for any of my productive hobbies. I can't get myself to draw, make a video or even take any fursuit photos. I want to regain my passion, I wish I was a more productive artist, but I'm just completely numb/energy-less. Idk if I have adhd or depression or something like that? I hope I don't, I don't need that on top of autism lol.
Bleh.
Anyways, hope you're all doing well. Love seeing all your support for my art :3
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