Heeeeeeeeello

This journal is like... me after 2 months worth of shower thoughts- so bare with me ;-;

I don't really know how to structure this at all, so I'm just going to be straight forward and to it. I really struggle with being social. I am not a people person :(

To everyone I have either not responded to, or just gone quiet - I'm sorry.
To the people I have spoken with for a day, and then vanished - I'm sorry.
To the people I have unfriended out of nowhere with no explanation or lashed out on. I'm sorry

I have always been quiet, Talking to people irl and online has always been very nerve-racking for me. It's literally nothing you did wrong, it's me. I struggle to start conversations and to keep them going. It's not because I dislike you, want to ghost you, find you annoying, etc- it is because I just am terrible at talking to people.
I was always that weird quiet kid in school, who only hand a handful of mates- and even with them, was quiet.

To anyone I have upset because of my poor social skills, I am very sorry. It's not your fault. It's mine.

I still love the comments that people leave on my Art and YouTube- it warms my heart more than anything. I just wish I could do better, And I'm going to do my best to.

I'm sure I could of structured this so much better, but writing and getting my emotions out has never really been my strong point. I'm not expecting people to forgive me, I just wanted to explain myself. :(

So yah, thas really it. Thank you

Emma