school is crushing my artistic self esteem, now I'm at the point (I never wished to be) where I'm doubting and overthinking my original work. so my education is essentially becoming something to overcome oof. It's mainly due to one professor, he pushes me creatively so I keep taking his classes but at the same time he can be so cold... I'm tired of this ableist patriarchal bullshit.
/vent (thanks for listening)