Time on Reflecting/What I'm Up To
4 weeks ago
General
Wulvbaen reports
Hey there, it has been a long time since making a journal or show much activity. Things have been... happening. A lot. Some average, and some situations that made me think on regrets (about choices), guilt over actions, and time on reflecting, especially with how it affects to the people I care still. Things I did not mean to say to or show bad behavior upon (for some having every to right to rant on me), letting my emotions get the best of me. Wrongs that I acknowledge and know I have to answer and take full responsibility for. But, I'm willing and determined to make things right, if given the chance.
Besides that, I am just going about my days, taking a course in IT Support--maybe getting a job in help desk--and taking slow steps on the road to self-improvement; working on the most important bad traits to improve upon: distrust, being impatient on people, and having more confidence. On May 29, my second dog had to be put to sleep, she was not feeling well and she's old. That event really punctured me, making me feel that I could do nothing about it. Just like how I felt with my other pets, and some of my elderly relatives...I do not wish for something like that to happen again. Not even to anyone else.
On happier note, I hung out with some friends at Universal Epic Universe on August 24, even went on an actual roller coaster for the first time, it felt like I would almost fly out of my seat from all the rushes! The park also had themes related to Mario, Harry Potter, Donkey Kong, Classic Monsters, and How To Train Your Dragon. I took some photos of the place. People near and far would've loved this part of the park, and maybe the rest!
Time marches on and I'm learning to be better. Learning to take more action on choices, self-control over emotions. Overall, just living life and catching up on things, and not letting the past hold me back anymore.
Besides that, I am just going about my days, taking a course in IT Support--maybe getting a job in help desk--and taking slow steps on the road to self-improvement; working on the most important bad traits to improve upon: distrust, being impatient on people, and having more confidence. On May 29, my second dog had to be put to sleep, she was not feeling well and she's old. That event really punctured me, making me feel that I could do nothing about it. Just like how I felt with my other pets, and some of my elderly relatives...I do not wish for something like that to happen again. Not even to anyone else.
On happier note, I hung out with some friends at Universal Epic Universe on August 24, even went on an actual roller coaster for the first time, it felt like I would almost fly out of my seat from all the rushes! The park also had themes related to Mario, Harry Potter, Donkey Kong, Classic Monsters, and How To Train Your Dragon. I took some photos of the place. People near and far would've loved this part of the park, and maybe the rest!
Time marches on and I'm learning to be better. Learning to take more action on choices, self-control over emotions. Overall, just living life and catching up on things, and not letting the past hold me back anymore.
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