Relationships are so hard man. Sometimes I just wanna throw in the towel and go hide in a cave or something.

I got to do a lot of shit to even be noticed and when I met people I have to do a lot to start conversations and keep their interest. And then I have to overanalyze every interaction and use all my energy to keep contact after work and plan activities.

My brain isn't wired for this shit. I was born to do specific stuff, keep to myself, enjoy my special interests and live my life. I shouldn't have to feel so bad about myself and be forced everyday to adjust to some stupid social expectations.

This shit space rock can fuck off.