To make a long story short, my little rabbit, Coconut, passed away last night. We were about to receive her vet results, knwoing that we'll surely have to euthanize her.
The vet even told us to keep her at home with us because it would be too stressful to keep her at the vet (Like don't put a sick stressed rabbit in a cage next to a barking dog...)
And so last day I was alone and I knew she wasn't doing great and there was nothing I could do but taking her in my arms and comfort her as the vet told me to not leave her alone.
This is what I did and she passed away in my arms. It was quick and sudden, and I didn't see it coming at all; she was on me, licking my arm as she often did, and then she slipped away peacefully.

She been with me for 10 long years; she was a spoiled old lady, and I don't know how I'm going to manage without her. She was my support animal, my precious baby, but also the keeper of all my secrets, and wherever I was in my apartment, she was never far from me.

So, I'm going to take today and the weekend off. I need some time to myself, and I'll take care of finishing all my to do list on monday.

Thank you for your understanding.