A string of bad news...
4 months ago
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I was going to come back a few months ago stronger than ever... I announced it recently on Twitter, although I don't know if anyone saw it.
My life seems like a joke... The truth is, nothing good is happening to me, and I'm feeling very sad. As I mentioned, my grandmother, who was like a mother to me, passed away a few months ago, and I have a very bad relationship with my own mother... I don't have a father, so my family is very small, and I'm very, very hurt...
I'm in psychiatric treatment for my ADHD and I'm seeing a psychologist (it's free, obviously, I don't have the money to pay for all of this) trying to sort out everything that's going on in my head, even though it's very complex...
I'm not looking for a court appearance or anything, I just wanted to explain why I suddenly distanced myself so much from everything. I'm not in a good place right now, to be honest.
In fact, during a brief argument with my mother, I broke my computer monitor screen, so now I'm also without a PC, which is even harder, and I have to take responsibility for it when I haven't even been hired for a job anywhere yet. I'm living off my savings...
I'll be posting some emergency full-body photos soon, or something similar, to help cover the cost of a new monitor for my computer. I don't know... maybe I need some help with all this; it's really tough.
I'm sorry it's always bad news... I'm just a little rat trying to cope with this shitty adult life where I feel a bit alone (I'm grateful to my friends who try to support me day after day) 🐀
My life seems like a joke... The truth is, nothing good is happening to me, and I'm feeling very sad. As I mentioned, my grandmother, who was like a mother to me, passed away a few months ago, and I have a very bad relationship with my own mother... I don't have a father, so my family is very small, and I'm very, very hurt...
I'm in psychiatric treatment for my ADHD and I'm seeing a psychologist (it's free, obviously, I don't have the money to pay for all of this) trying to sort out everything that's going on in my head, even though it's very complex...
I'm not looking for a court appearance or anything, I just wanted to explain why I suddenly distanced myself so much from everything. I'm not in a good place right now, to be honest.
In fact, during a brief argument with my mother, I broke my computer monitor screen, so now I'm also without a PC, which is even harder, and I have to take responsibility for it when I haven't even been hired for a job anywhere yet. I'm living off my savings...
I'll be posting some emergency full-body photos soon, or something similar, to help cover the cost of a new monitor for my computer. I don't know... maybe I need some help with all this; it's really tough.
I'm sorry it's always bad news... I'm just a little rat trying to cope with this shitty adult life where I feel a bit alone (I'm grateful to my friends who try to support me day after day) 🐀
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