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3 weeks ago
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Hi guys
I have repeatedly asked for help here, and it seems I'm now at a time when my mental health can no longer stand it. I need help again.
Since the summer of this year, the pressure of the working leadership on me has increased significantly. But at least I used to blame it on my mistakes, sticking to the idea I really have something to scold for. And I've improved myself. I've really improved. But at the same time the pressure on me has increased again and now it's accompanied by emotional swings. For the most part I'm doing fine, but I'm being targeted at the same point, which makes me very upset. I lose motivation not only for work, but also for life. Because I really try my best, but it only leads to more problems.
I tell my relatives and close friends about the problem, and they all say that leadership wants to break me, subjugate me. For some reason my behavior began to displease the leadership and, through emotional torture, I was forced to bend under the leadership. This means sooner or later I'll leave this place. And I'm all for it. But that doesn't mean I'll be able to find a job right away. Given the financial problems I have now I'm literally forced to remain in my position. At least until all the loans are paid off. And that means I can only endure.
I still don't have anyone in my city. And because of my emotional hunger I really want to cuddle. Just being hugged for a long time, realizing in the moment I'm not alone. That I have someone with me. But I can't achieve this simply because I have no one to ask for it.
That's why I want to ask you to write me words of support. Something good. To see a show of empathy. Because my heart is bursting with the pain I have to endure. I'm trying to fight this condition, but it's very difficult for me alone
Mental health is no joke and I'm sorry you don't have a good support system with your family or around. I really hope you'll be alright and achieve your goals. You're art has improved a lot since I've started watching you, and you're really a great person :3