im lazy so i cant really do a big essay about this but uh

long story short, since like, what, july?? june? feels longer but for a while drawing furry porn just hasn't been it for me. i'm still a big lover for le furry porn but for some reason i just can't be mentally bothered to draw it. i've been in other communities outside the furry fandom for a while now and they... have been really great. it's been great drawing things outside the furry sphere and i just have so much more energy drawing porn outside the furry identity and even then most of my drawings have been sfw stuff

i still got my commissions to finish but my GOD this is such a terrible time for this to happen cause i've been taking so long to make progress with them and i genuinely, really do apologize for anyone in my current comm list still waiting. i just dont friggin have the drive. is it cause of my brain finally getting tired of just seeing the same dang things in furry porn? is it just tired of everyone writing dialogue the same or doing the same porn tropes and ideas despite that's the point of porn? i just.. i dunno. overthinking how i want to present my porn ideas but all its doing is making me less likely to do them cause im overreacting on what to draw for FURRY PORN like FNJNJnh

and even my sfw stuff i've been keeping to myself or the fandom's im personally in

what do y'all friggin do when you just not feeling it with ((drawing)) furry porn while still consooming said furry porn argh