I've tried to learn the past, but I all I learned was where by abilities are, and they aren't in art. Which is a frustrating same, but of late I've had so many ideas for weird TFs, Character pictures, crackship art (one of which I don't think anyone has ever done any art of before) and other such ideas, and they just get stuck in my head. I can't afford to get even a fraction of my ideas done, and at times it feels like by the time I can commission something the idea had gotten too cold to really be worth doing anymore. It's this huge constant frustration that leaves me just wishing I could do something about it, but that's simply not something I have the skill, talent or ability to do.