✨️Vent time✨️
I'm not doing too good lately. I barely want to leave my bed anymore. I study subjects that I don't really care about, I'm dirt poor, I don't even take care of myself anymore. I just feel like shit.
I spend most of my time laying in bed and doing nothing. Feels like I might as well be dead. Don't worry, I wont go to that length. Everything crumbled so quickly, a few months ago I had a direction, I knew what I wanted. Now I just feel lost. Every single day feels sluggish and misserable. Wake up, force myself to study, go to sleep, repeat. No energy left for being social, I'm probably going to lose friends. I'm just supposed to just chew and swallow, go through this shit for 3 years straight. I'm afraid of what it will do to me. I don't know if I will be the same person after this. I don't want my dreams and ambitions to die. I love myself but I hate my day to day life. I will still be the same friendly dragon if you approach me, but it might take a hot second before I reply. I'm not ignoring anyone, I just don't have the social battery that I used to have.

My commissions are open if you want to help a derg out. But don't feel forced. The money will go to something to motivate me and help me pull my shit together.