As some people might have noticed, or not. My activity on here is next to nothing. There's reasons for that. One I personally feel like it's a hassle to upload anything on here tbh.

But also I've been going through a very rough time. From friends practically dropping me entirely due to me crashing out over my situation. To the fact my mom has cancer and we will have to wait for scans of the area in January. Which this is the third scare of this over the course of the few years. There was the discovery, then the radiation treatment, them having to cut and now they'll have to cut again....it's all so frustrating and stressful.

And me losing some friends over my crashing out over this has ultimately stung me deeply and pretty much thrown salt in the wound.

So Ive always been a lurker in my early days of the fandom. And likely I'll return to such a state, considering I feel like I don't belong. Idk it's gonna be a stress filled month