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Hello!
This will be a journal entry and will also be sent to anyone waiting for a response or update from me.
(You don't have to reply if you don't want to.)
For almost two months, I lived with my parents in my previous apartment (my brother to be drafted into the army, and I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible) and thought I was making good progress with my depression.
I don't know how best to describe it, but the best words are: this place isn't suitable for me to live in, and it never was.
For a while, I lost touch with reality, only managing to spend time with my brother and pretend everything was fine — my progress with depression was practically destroyed in just a couple of months, frankly, it's unbelievable.
I almost stopped talking to my friends again.
I stopped working on everything I started for you all when I moved to my previous apartment.
Everything above is just excuses, but I have nothing else. If you want to stop waiting for me forever, I would understand and accept that, that's fine! I'm fed up with myself too, I hate how slow I am.
Now I'm back again and can only hope once again that this time will be better.
At the moment, I'm almost out of money and would appreciate small commissions if you want them or donations, because loans are evil and they still have to be repaid, banks don't care if I can't do something lol
Anyway, thanks for your attention! Let me know what you think.
And how are you? I haven't been here in a while.
This will be a journal entry and will also be sent to anyone waiting for a response or update from me.
(You don't have to reply if you don't want to.)
For almost two months, I lived with my parents in my previous apartment (my brother to be drafted into the army, and I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible) and thought I was making good progress with my depression.
I don't know how best to describe it, but the best words are: this place isn't suitable for me to live in, and it never was.
For a while, I lost touch with reality, only managing to spend time with my brother and pretend everything was fine — my progress with depression was practically destroyed in just a couple of months, frankly, it's unbelievable.
I almost stopped talking to my friends again.
I stopped working on everything I started for you all when I moved to my previous apartment.
Everything above is just excuses, but I have nothing else. If you want to stop waiting for me forever, I would understand and accept that, that's fine! I'm fed up with myself too, I hate how slow I am.
Now I'm back again and can only hope once again that this time will be better.
At the moment, I'm almost out of money and would appreciate small commissions if you want them or donations, because loans are evil and they still have to be repaid, banks don't care if I can't do something lol
Anyway, thanks for your attention! Let me know what you think.
And how are you? I haven't been here in a while.
Please don't beat yourself up about whats happened, that just makes things worse. Focus on the future and how to make the most of what you've got available. Realistic optimism over self-flagellation. I hate seeing artists whipping themselves to pieces over low productivity.
I had a second comic piece I wanted to do with you, but I don't know if that would count as "small" lol, but we can arrange something else if you want?
Thank you for your kind words, I'm so sorry you went through that too.
I'm happy you still want to work with me; I really like your characters! And I wouldn't mind starting another comic. I don't know how long it will take, but I'll try not to take too long.
I hope everything gets better, but I can try helping in meantime, even if just a bit
First time in literal ages I visit FA and your journal is first thing I see