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She knows....
18 years ago
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well.. guess what?? Katie now knows... well, ok. She's always known, to tell you the truth. She's jus never said anything... T_T But I didn't get the chance to TELL her. I let her use my computer and she read my journal... T_T I told her no at first, but then I told her she might as well. It'd be a confession on my part. u.u...
But I really dunno what to do... Gawd, I've been sooo depressed lately, it aint funny. I've returned to my bad habits and ended up having to give my knives to Katie. I told her to hide them from me... not that it helped, cause I use a razor instead... damn... I jus.. I dunno... I'm feeling so fucked up lately. I wish I knew what to do about it... And forget it. I aint seeing no damn shrink... X.X
But I really dunno what to do... Gawd, I've been sooo depressed lately, it aint funny. I've returned to my bad habits and ended up having to give my knives to Katie. I told her to hide them from me... not that it helped, cause I use a razor instead... damn... I jus.. I dunno... I'm feeling so fucked up lately. I wish I knew what to do about it... And forget it. I aint seeing no damn shrink... X.X
Zye
~zye
relax babe it'll work out!
Flatrat
~flatrat
Sounds to me like yer juggling so many "professional", school related "duties" and personal "under the table situations", that it's forcing you into a kind of brain-lock that's keeping you from focusing on anything! That's frustrating! You got a lot goin' an the best thing to remember is that NOTHING is ever THAT serious and your emotional "status" is just a matter of your current brain-chemistry! Just give it a little time and the brain-chemistry will return to normal and so will you!!!
